Tonight I feel overwhelmed ,you were my partner in crime for all these years . Since you've been gone I know you have seen such a wave of great and equally awful things come about in my life. For the first time I can put aside the feeling of missing you and be thankful that I had so many precious moments with you . I'm crying of course because I want to hear your voice and experience life with you in it the way I've always known. Tonight feels different .
I believe you were my teacher , my master of sunshine , and that if I don't learn fully the lessons we spent so many years learning together then I'll have let you down . It was always amazing how much you believed in me , and I can't let you down. Not talking about business or success in the world all that I think I can figure out on my own. You are my greatest source of learning about love , which in all its forms makes the world go round . Learning to love myself as much as I should ( and I'm overestimating as you would encourage ). Learning to give love to others always , but the most important to you .....learning to give my heart , what you saw as so precious only to someone who really deserves it and treasures it . I love you with all my heart . You are a gift in my life and no day goes by I won't treasure you .
